I prayed for the rain

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This last pic, is another confused look of mine. Aside from the confusing weather, trying to figure out what I wanna do makes me do that same look. </3


…I know there’ll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that’s what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain
I am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what’s a little rain

Bring the rain by Mercy Me



How hard is it to live in total surrender to our God? I’m sure it is your daily struggle as well. Trying to remove out of your system this controlling freak and letting the Lord live your life for you. It is His gift anyway, so why is it so hard to let Him?

Don’t get me wrong okay? I love my Lord God with all my heart and all my soul and all my mind, and that’s exactly why I am weeping. He’s giving me the hardest week of my life for all I wanna do is just serve Him and sometimes I feel like He makes it really hard for me.

Then as I am writing this to you with a heavy heart, the thought of you praying for me lightens my burden. How sweet is it to be loved by Him? ๐Ÿ™‚

I wish you wouldn’t know who I was before, since I used to spend all my time ranting about life. People now find it very weird that my life is the least of my worries. I still worry though, a lot. But I am worried about living His life.. This one that He let me borrow.

And until He knows that we are both ready for each other. The promises of our ever faithful God steadies my heart. For now, I have my d group and my brothers and sisters in Christ praying for me while I rant about how much I love my Father. ๐Ÿ˜‰

PS: Don’t worry ’cause I know I’ll be able to figure out His plan for me. This work worry of mine would soon be long gone by the time you meet me.. Who knows I might be serving full time by then *excited*

PSS: Oh and my 1 Cor 13 project is doing well. My second week I am learning this:

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.


31 Status

I love Proverbs 31. I amย now a Proverbs 31 woman. I will always pray I continue to be a Proverbs 31 woman.

And when work gets stressful, it has become a habit of mine to hit google and see what people think about random verses. Today, is Proverbs 31 day! ๐Ÿ™‚

I came across this movement for girls and how the group wants to show girls all over the world what a Proverbs 31 woman looks like in today’s generation. Check out their page 31 Status

Called to so much more than make up, hair, clothes and shoes.. and dropping it like it’s hot.. even if we’re able to.

I wanna quote everything Janette..ikz (genetics) ย said, but I want you to experience how good she delivered her piece.ย WE ALL NEED HIM! ๐Ÿ™‚

I listen to a wide range of music, and I just learned recently that so many rap songs’ been written inspired by Proverbs 31. Take a listen and tell me if you like them! Or if you know other songs, I’d love to listen! ๐Ÿ˜‰

So to all the ladies out there, I wish you’d check out Proverbs 31:10-31ย and of course aim and pray to be a P-R-O-V-E-R-B-S 31 woman!


And of course to the men! Let’s all pray for a Proverbs 31 woman! (haha. better late than never eh?)



This will be the first time that I am writing to you. Def not the last. I’ve been thinking about you lately and I hate it. I pray for you always though, but I pray that you stay still and keep on doing what you are doing until I am ready. I am still on the first 2 sentences of 1 Corinthians 13.

Love is patient. Love is kind.

I canโ€™t seem to get to the next part and memorize it. Thatโ€™s why I do it very slowly. 1-2 sentences of the verse per week phase so that when I memorize, I practice.

You see I’ve been reading a lot and it was hard at first. I’ve recently read Master, Mission, Mate by Ken Graves. It gives joy to my heart ’cause I am confident that you are still on the Mission part like me. I will soon read I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris, because I am kissing dating goodbye for you. (hihihi)

I’m sorry if I wasn’t able to take care of my heart. I was immature and stupid and excited. Oh and I was misguided. Now it’s all different. I’m sure we both believe and trust in the same God, who is forever faithful. The thought of His creative hands writing our love story gives me the goosies (Goosebumps) and now I have a smile I couldn’t wipe off my sun-kissed face (I’m learning how to surf and I got sunburned ๐Ÿ™‚

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5,6).

I’d like to tell you more about this next time. For now, let me put all of these here. ๐Ÿ™‚